The Energy of being an abuser and a victim – By Agnes Khoo ~ 20 April 2018


The Energy of being an abuser and a victim.

The duality energy in the false matrix system is all about ‘interacting’ in a ‘spontaneous’ way (some call it ’cause & effect) … some call it a ‘tug-of-war’ … whatever it may be labelled.

Those who are journeying in this kind of ‘duality’ … is about ‘learning’ how to master our own emotions, mental thoughts and balance. There aren’t any ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ .. ‘good’ or ‘bad’ .. although there are pain, sorrow, anger, anxiety and ‘parasitic’ form of energy where the ones who are ‘playing’ as the ‘attacker’, ‘abuser’, ‘controller’, ‘hunter’ etc etc … doesn’t know/understand that they don’t need to prey on someone else to ‘feel powerful’ .. or trying to gain power .. or to become the ‘victor’ in order to ‘feel good’ (which is an ego trend) … it is what it is.

Most of us as empaths, have had abusive relationships along our long and arduous journey as a human being. As a spiritual being ..we are all here to experience .. how it is like to be a human being and to learn to balance and master the emotions, feelings, thoughts and actions in a physical vessel .. in this 3rd and 4th matrix.

It isn’t easy and we can’t ignore that society labels those who are suffering in the hands of the ‘abuser’ as ‘victims’. These are all labels which is considered the ‘norm’.

Victimhood is an energy which need to be acknowledged as such .. just because .. society labelled it as such. To bring the energy of victimhood to the surface to be acknowledged and released, it doesn’t mean that we are demeaning the ‘victims’ or the ‘abuser’.

Without the victims playing out as victims .. the ‘abuser/s’ won’t have ‘players’ to teach them .. or bring to light .. the awareness that they, the abuser/s … are dwelling too deep into the dark matrix of control and oppression.

The so-called ‘victims’ are actually .. what we can explain as … signpost/s .. or ‘markers’ .. for the abusers to ‘see the light’ that they have gone .. way too deep into the false matrix of control and oppression.

True that not all ‘victims’ are awakened enough to realize this … that it is possible for them to say ‘Enough is enough’ .. this is where they will stop all the abuse and get out of the situation.

While citizens of nations/countries can’t do anything else but to stay put and just wait it out (or to migrate out of their homeland) and to learn to keep the balance amidst the turmoil and anguish.

These are all Self Mastery and there’s no need to judge anyone or any situation and the only thing that we can do for them .. is to send love, light and blessings to all situations and to not make any form of mind thought conclusion/s about anyone or situations.

It is what it is.

Sadly .. not all ‘abusers’ are able to ‘see the light, markers, signposts’ .. for themselves .. and also .. victims … having suffered the pain, anguish, oppression etc etc … at times .. also can’t see the ‘light’ .. that they are doing the most important and difficult job .. some see it as karma .. which by the way .. can be transmuted and transformed by overlaying Universal Divine Rays onto the false grid.

Karma is an old grid system .. which is already out of ‘trend’ and it doesn’t serve any purpose during this moment of time of humanity’s transition towards the 5th dimension.

With that said, both the abusers and victims are not ‘out of touch’ with their emotions/feelings etc etc. They don’t know how to balance the energy .. just because they are all too far deep into the matrix level and also don’t know how to ground themselves to enable balance within them.

When the victims have guides with them to acknowledge the energy of victimhood, when they listen with their hearts .. they will know that it’s not about ‘demeaning’ them .. it’s about learning how to recognise the energy and to get out of it as soon as they are able to heal themselves and release the energy with much love and gratitude. It’s not easy … but at some point of our journey .. we need to get it done as it’s our path of Self Mastery.



How Hemp Threatens the Corporatocracy (Video) – Stillness in the Storm ~ 20 April 2018

Follow the money trail .. it’s all about monopoly, greed, oppression …


Abby Martin takes a look at the real reason why hemp is illegal in the US, the truth might surprise you.

Source: How Hemp Threatens the Corporatocracy (Video) – Stillness in the Storm

Shocking: US & UK Intel Admits They Bombed Syria With No Proof Of Sarin Chemical Attack – Stillness in the Storm ~ 20 April 2018

Shocking: US & UK Intel Admits They Bombed Syria With No Proof Of Sarin Chemical Attack

(Joe MartinoIn a report on CNN today, US sources admit they proceeded with military action in Syria without having evidence that Sarin was used in a chemical attack on the Syrian people. Furthermore, they still have no proof this was done by the Assad regime.

Related Russia Accuses UK of Masterminding Chemical Weapons Attack in Syria

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According to the CNN report “The lack of complete information played a role in deciding not to strike a larger set of targets including airfields, aircraft and helicopters, one defense official said. Others factors, like Russian positioning, also played a role in the decisions.”

The difficult part to accept is that prior to the US and coalition strike, it was fully possible to confirm whether the chemical attack in Syria indeed contained sarin.

What’s difficult to accept, it was admitted that the sources used to confirm details of the attack were multiple media sources. Accord to Friday’s White House statement, “this conclusion is based on descriptions of the attack in multiple media sources, the reported symptoms experienced by victims, videos and images showing two assessed barrel bombs from the attack, and reliable information indicating coordination between Syrian military officials before the attack. A significant body of information points to the regime using chlorine in its bombardment of Duma, while some additional information points to the regime also using the nerve agent sarin.”

On one hand, alternative news gets challenged for using the internet as sources for information, and yet here countries are using the internet to decide whether or not they should bomb countries without proper thought or intelligence. Something to reflect on here.

Following the strikes on Syria during Friday night, both the French and British governments releasedthe apparent evidence they used to justify their actions on Syria. Their reports admitted to not having any actual intelligence and the “evidence” was based on “open source” information widely

>>>   Read on …

Source: Shocking: US & UK Intel Admits They Bombed Syria With No Proof Of Sarin Chemical Attack – Stillness in the Storm

Child ‘Victim’ of Alleged Syrian Gas Attack Speaks Out – Says He Was Given Food to Make the Video – Prepare for Change ~ 19 April 2018

In the weeks since the alleged chemical weapons attack in Douma, Syria, evidence contradicting the official story continues to surface.

This week, journalists on the ground in Syria recorded interviews with some of the people who were there for the alleged attacks – people who actually appeared in the video that was shared widely by Syrian rebels associated with the White Helmets on April 7th, provoking attacks from the United States Military and its allies.

One of the most compelling interviews was with an 11-year-old boy named Hassan Diab who can be clearly matched with one of the victims in the video. Fortunately, the young boy is safe and in good health, and suffered no chemical attack symptoms, but he is surely traumatized and confused by what he experienced.

Hassan told Russian journalist Evgeny Poddubny that he was walking the streets with his mother in search of food, when one of the people that they encountered insisted that they go to the hospital.

“Somebody was shouting that we had to go to the hospital, so we went there. When I came in, some people grabbed me and started pouring water over my head,”  Hassan said.

Imagine being a young hungry child walking into a hospital expecting to find some food, only to be grabbed by strangers and soaked with water along with dozens of other children, all the while being surrounded with lights and cameras.

The boy was eventually found by his father, who said that he saw no evidence of a chemical attack.

“I didn’t hear anything about the chemical attack, I was outside but didn’t hear anything. I heard that my family was in the hospital. I went to the hospital, walked upstairs, and found my wife and children. I asked them what had happened, and they said people outside were shouting about some smell and told them to go to the hospital. At the hospital, they gave dates and cookies to the kids,” he said.

While it would be possible that a child walking the streets could get mixed up with actual victims in the midst of the chaos that takes place after this type of incident, even the doctors at the hospital that encountered these victims didn’t see evidence …

>>>   Read on …

Source: Child ‘Victim’ of Alleged Syrian Gas Attack Speaks Out, Says He Was Given Food to Make the Video – Prepare for Change

Possible False Flag Between April 19th and May 1st – 13 Days of Preparation Starts NOW – Stillness in the Storm ~ 18 April 2018

Source: Possible False Flag Between April 19th and May 1st – 13 Days of Preparation Starts NOW – Stillness in the Storm

The Destiny of Humanity ∞The 9th Dimensional Arcturian Council ~ By Daniel Scranton | Rainbow Wave of Light ~ 19 April 2018


“Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

It is the destiny of humanity to ascend, and you all have chosen to be a part of that journey. This is a time of much deliberation because there are so many beings in the universe who want to help humanity. Now, in the same way that when you are teaching a child to tie his or her shoes it is better that the child does the majority of the tying, in your case, it is better that you all do the majority of the heavy lifting.

Now, what we mean by that is your pathway to ascension involves facing a lot of heaviness. It is why you are seeing so much negativity in many different forms on the planet right now. You cannot just have beings landing their ships and making everything better for you, removing those in power who are not of the light. You need instead to face all that is in front of you and take the emotional hits that you are taking.

Some of you are doing this in your personal lives, with family members, spouses, children, people who are challenging you in all of the many ways that they can. Others are more globally focused, and taking the hits from seeing the bombings and the shootings, the hate speech, and the divisiveness of your polarized society.

Here’s how we have decided to support you. We are going to continue to transmit unconditional love to the human race in order to activate more of it within you. But it is up to you whether you accept that unconditional love. At times you have to let go of whatever it is you are focusing upon that has you clenching up so that you can relax and receive.

And when you are open enough to do so, you will feel the love and light that is coming to you from the higher realms, and you will be able to look upon your fellow humans through the eyes of love.

We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”

Channeled by Daniel Scranton

Source: The Destiny of Humanity ∞The 9th Dimensional Arcturian Council | Rainbow Wave of Light

Illegal Cancer-Causing Chemicals (cocamide DEA) Found in Nearly 100 Shampoo Brands –

You probably thought that the worst thing your shampoo could do to you is to burn your eyes, but it turns out that your shampoo could be deadly. The Center for Environmental Health based in Oakland, California, performed a study on shampoos and soaps and found that at least 98 included a carcinogen known as cocamide diethanolamine (cocamide DEA).

Cocamide Diethanolamine (cocamide DEA), a controversial ingredient found in body care items, has landed four personal care manufacturers with a lawsuit in California.


The Center for Environmental Health filed the suit after discovering the presence of cocamide DEA, the foam stabilizer and volumizer, in shampoos and soaps. In the state of California, Proposition 65 requires manufacturers to warn consumers over the risks of certain substances. Cocamide DEA is on that list because it is a suspected carcinogen. It was banned in the state last year after a study found it caused cancer in laboratory animals.


Some of the products that contain high levels of the illegal chemical are sold under well-known companies such as Colgate Palmolive, Paul Mitchell, and Prell. Lab tests also found the carcinogen in children’s products, such as a store brand bubble bath from KMart, and a shampoo/conditioner from Babies R Us. Other store brand products that contain the carcinogen came from Trader Joe’s, Walmart, and Kohl’s.


Unfortunately, manufacturers can put any toxic chemical they want into shampoos because  the FDA allows all sorts of chemicals to be used in these products, including chemicals that are known carcinogens and that contribute to liver failure and nervous system disorders. How’s that for protecting public health?


Corporate America Doesn’t Care About Your Health

The full list of all 98 products containing the carcinogen is included below. Since the lawsuit was launched last year, only three companies have committed to reformulate their products. Those products that they claim will be reformulated without the carcinogen are highlighted below in green.

It’s very telling of corporate industry morals when the majority of brands and parent companies are aware that their products are hazardous and cause cancer yet they continue to sell them as is. I guess profit is more important to them than the health of their customers. After all, it’s safe to say that many of these CEOs and top executives have ties to Big Pharmaceutical stock, so the fact that their products make people sick is a real win-win for their bank accounts.



DIY: Here’s an Easy Homemade Natural Shampoo

1/2 cup coconut milk
2/3 cup Castile soap
10-15 drops essential oil of your choice
2 teaspoons almond oil or olive oil
Mix together all the ingredients in the bottle and shake thoroughly. Just give it a shake before you use.
Thanks to living traditionally for the recipe.


You Don’t DIY? Straight Coconut Oil Pre-Poo Followed by Dr. Bronner’s is a Great Option

If you don’t feel like making your own, buy Dr. Bronner’s Magic Soap and support an incredible company who use their profit to do good in the world. (Not to mention their soap is truly amazing). They have been a lead contributor for pro GMO-labeling campaigns, use fair trade, organic ingredients, free from animal ingredients and are certified free from animal testing. Dr. Bronner’s is also a huge supporter and contributor to grassroots and lobbying efforts to re-commercialize industrial hemp.
Depending on your hair type you may want to rub a little coconut oil into your hair first and then use Dr. Bronner’s to wash it out. Note: We receive absolutely no compensation from Dr. Bronner’s, we just love them.


The List …   >>>   Read on …

Source: Illegal Cancer-Causing Chemicals Found in Nearly 100 Shampoo Brands –

Past Life Memories & Integration ∞The 9D Arcturian Council ~ By Daniel Scranton | Rainbow Wave of Light ~ 18 April 2018


“Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

It is a perfect time for you all to be considering what it is that you would like to know about yourselves. As you grow closer and closer to the point where you will simply your higher self, you are accessing more and more of the memories who you have been in previous lifetimes. But you have been far too many beings in far too many time periods and dimensions and star systems to remember all of them.

That is why we are suggesting that you decide for yourselves which aspects you want to integrate now, which memories you want to bring to the surface of your consciousness, and which abilities you want to tap into. The lifetimes where you have developed psychic, channeling, healing, and other abilities are ones that are particularly interesting, and they can also give you some new tools to play with as you access them.

Now, of course, you are opening the floodgates a bit here, and you are going to access memories that are not so pleasant, but that’s part of the integration process, and you have to take the bad with the good to become the whole you again. Just know that when you are accessing something about your previous lifetimes that you find unpleasant or downright disturbing, you are not that person now.

You have evolved from that point in your history, and you have decided to be the beautiful being of love and light that you are right now. It is going to make it easier for you to accept the warmongers, the dictators, and the other being who are playing in the dark when you recognize that you have been there as well. And that is how remembering serves you.

We invite you to ask for these memories as you are drifting off to sleep, or simply close your eyes and open your third eye and see what you see. See which version of yourself is ready for integration, and know that your feelings are the indication that it is real and not imaginary, that it was something that you lived and something that you are integrating.

We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”

Channeled by Daniel Scranton


Source: Past Life Memories & Integration ∞The 9D Arcturian Council | Rainbow Wave of Light

How to Cosmic Surf out of the Matrix – awakening5dhealing ~ 18 April 2018

April 2018 is an absolute doozie cosmic surfers. Still deep in Jupiter’s retrograde, we face challenges on personal and global scale. The tide is turning, a new wave of upgrades is on its way. Withstand Jupiter’s retrograde shake down. Stay in love vibration and breathe, beautiful people. Pacing ourselves can be the difference between surviving awakening and going under. Knowing when to rest, stop, sleep and be. Self care covers our whole being, mind body and soul. To nourish each, and therefore all, we slow down. We take control of the wheel. We learn to say no. We set boundaries built on self respect. We protect ourselves from matrix fear. Now is the time for cosmic oneness. Surrender to flow. Trust yourself. Trust the universe.

We are well on our way through the Ascension process. Much work has been done on an individual and global scale to clear and heal karma. The spaces left free from negativity are like little fires of high dimensional portals. They go out if we neglect to refill them with peace and love. Blocks can reappear. As we release dense emotions, ancestral and quantum karma, we immerse ourselves in love vibration. Through nature, meditation, soul tribe and mindfulness we fill up our energy with positive, beautiful emotions. Darkness can sneak in when we are not looking, nestle and drain us. It’s up to us to practise what we preach. To protect ourselves and our homes routinely. To be responsible for our mind body spirit health.

We are not passive players in the awakening process, we are active. We engage with each step, each new moment of enlightenment through connection and reflection. We are surrounded by darkness waging a war for our frequencies, our emotional state. To give into fear and rage is understandable, it’s how we deal with the emotional energies afterwards that counts. Recognise, own and accept all negative emotions. Avoid repressing them or burying them, they only fester and burrow into our system. Dark things in the basement never stay quiet for long. Bitterness seeps into our being. Anxiety makes us ill from the inside out. By surrendering to the present we are always aware of our emotional dial. We gain perspective quicker after emotional peaks and troughs.

Trusting our gut means drawing our energies back into our core. Levelling ourselves out. Drawing a line under all consuming negativity and switching our emotional dial back up to love. Surrendering to the ocean of awakening we learn to use our mind, body and soul to stay on the surfboard, riding big ol’ tidal waves when they come. Growth is challenging. There are growing pains. Our bodies ache for ages as we realign and strengthen our core. Our minds have a mini war of their own between the programmed, frightened ego and our gut, our guides, our higher self. Our souls take flight, soars through the waves. It’s up to us to centre, ground and expand as conscious beings. Cosmic surfing is intuitive because it’s all about frequencies and energy. Like a blind man we are being challenged to use our other senses, our sixth sense, to navigate a transforming world.

We can take an instant reading by asking one simple question Do I feel good? This is not a narcisstic question, nor is it shallow or fake. The matrix specialises in demeaning us, in making us feel permanently low about who we are. We are encouraged to focus on the negatives. We are conditioned to be dissatisfied or unhappy because the matrix requires we have needs only it can meet. Low self esteem, insecurity and lack of confidence are matrix specialities. To ask ourselves the question, do I feel positive? is anarchy. The matrix wants us to ask What will make me feel good? We are told to chase the next best thing on the conveyor belt. Do I feel good? forces us to examine the moment, interaction, our environment. When the answer is no, we understand we should aim to minimise energy output and remove ourselves. We become better at knowing which battles to pick. Smaller issues don’t rile us as much. We come to accept people’s behaviour as a reflection of them and not as a result of something we have done. We detach from our immediate experiences enough to observe from a place of love. We become more circumspect. We think more about what we do and say.

Relax and enjoy the ride cosmic surfers. We are in for some high flying frequencies, windy and wild. Stay centred, grounded, hydrated and rest! We are manifesting timelines, timelines that will converge in June 2018. By staying in love vibration, learning and caring more about ourselves, mind, body and soul, we transcend lower dimensional realities. By being mindful, grateful and grounded we remain on the material plane. Inner peace is outer peace. Work on balance, alignment and positivity. Being calm is being in the fifth dimension. Knowing and trusting are surrendering to higher vibratory fields of light. We are co creating a new reality, let’s make it a truly magical place to be. In light and love beautiful people 🙏🏻


I am safe, I am protected, I am loved.

I am who I am.

I share love, I receive love, I am love. Namaste.

Source: How to Cosmic Surf out of the Matrix – awakening5dhealing

Are You on a Mission or an Escapade? | Heavenletters

Rainbow Wave of Light


God said:

The world at large looks for reasons and causes, looks for sequential events and numbers, looks for consequences in a Universe that appears complicated when Truth may actually be simpler as well as deeper than it may at first appear.

In a deeper reality where True Oneness exists, everything occurs all at once. How can this be?

As it is now, almost everything has reasons and explanations and excuses. What seems perfectly logical may not be as it appears.

You have evidence of death. At the same time as you observe death, it is possible for you to accept that death isn’t true, yet at the same time, before your eyes, you may see life’s breath passing.

Yet everything is connected all at once even as you are unable to grasp how it connects.

Everything is in My Hands, and sometimes you accept this, yet not always. Not…

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